All Most of my old entries are now private. They’re irrelevant and insipid, so no one is really missing out on anything. :)
So since I’ve been on hiatus for a few months, I suppose I should update, especially on my newly acquired perspectives on the bigger picture…
- I reached my goal of graduating with honors in neuroscience. I ‘m glad that I’m finished, but I don’t feel as excited as I originally thought I would.
- I decided that I do want to attend medical school (instead of graduate school for a Ph.D program in neuroscience), despite my great disdain for most medical school applicants. While working on my thesis, I realized that I really do like research. However, I think it’d be far more rewarding to improve the quality of life for human beings instead killing rodents for the rest of my life.
- In order to attain the above decision, I would have to perform really well on the MCAT. While I am a competitive applicant at this stage with my GPA and honors degree, I still won’t stand a chance at being accepted to a top medical school unless I perform well on the MCAT. By “well,” I mean I would need to score 35+. I spent some time with a friend who organizes the application material for a master’s program in a science department at my university today. The applicants for this program are mostly medical school rejects, and they’re trying to improve their chances by completing a graduate degree program. She showed me the stats for some of the applicants, and they were mostly competitive. This information sort of makes worry about my chances of being accepted at a competitive medical school.
- I hope some intense test prep will make a difference. I signed up for the Kaplan MCAT test prep course, so I hope that will help me organize my time for the next 2 months. I originally planned to take the MCAT last summer, but I still had too many doubting thoughts floating around in my brain. So the preparation didn’t happen. My mentality on the subject is very different this summer. I will do it, and I will try my best to do it well.
- In addition to my obsession with medical school, I am determined to make some lifestyle changes. I’ve neglected the gym for school for the past two months, and it’s very terrible. I realized that if I am going to deal with the rigors of medical school and years of intense studying, I need to be at my physical best. I need to eat healthier foods and exercise more.
So, yeah. This update wasn’t very exciting. Maybe it’ll be better later.




